dear mirru :)

i know, it's been a very long time since i last blogged. sorry about that.

anyway, i'm working part time now as a backstage crew for a musical shows called ChestNuts. for two weeks only, though. But the work is very tiring ; from afternoon (and sometimes morning) til midnight.

and oh, i kind of lacking money now. my student bus pass had expired and now my transport fees are like; exploding since my workplace is at national library aka. bugis. not to mention i live in bishan too. -_-"

O LEVEL RESULTS.
i swear taking it was harder than sitting for it. i broke down in the hall; before and after taking the slip. hell, i did so much worser that what i had expected.

english - c6
malay - b3
humans - d7 (this one is expected)
maths - b4
science - c6
dnt - b3
L1R4 (without CCA) - 22
L1R4 (minus CCA) - 20

really, i cant be more disappointed than i was back then when i saw my dnt and my science marks. no offence, but both subjects were my strongest and i scored so much lower than i had expected and i felt like yelling the word F just now in the hall. i cried; and thanks to tong & utz & gerald for lending me your shoulders; i appreciate it so much. but yeah, i was pissed off. by myself.

but that was just now. i'm fine now, since we shouldnt cry over a spilled milk. i'm just hoping that i still can get in to the course i want to now.

God, bless me please.